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Bloodletting

by Etai

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1.
i am an animal a beast of the night a two handed creature with hearing and sight a physical being not special, not smart a warm-blooded monster with a brain and a heart i am just matter no blood, sweat and tears formed by the planet over billions of years i am my body my body is me i am not conscious, my mind is not free but i dream of magic and i look at the stars and i see a light i'm seeing static time building me upwards to such great heights
2.
synthetic potions leak into the oceans cause no commotion till you try to swim man in the steeple lying to the people distorted evil from a glorified chimp the rich get richer and the gap gets bigger not a pretty picture if you're not living with when money's moving it is all consuming the man is used to spitting lies through his teeth you can't escape all of these lies through tunnel vision, endless repetition a fact of fiction fed to those who don't see huge corporations commit tax evasion give out donations buying all they could need the coast is flooding and the time is coming there will be nothing that's escaping the heat the water's rising and it's not surprising people are lining up to march in the streets you can't escape all of these lies
3.
gone, hardly gone why do i seek affection from my friends' best intentions for myself done, hardly done moving past our afflictions this would last I was certain I was found dawn scarlet dawn why do i seek attention and then push all directions to the ground lost in the fog dreary days, green confections in the muddy reflections, i will drown
4.
The Fold 02:56
i'm running out of time clocks ticking in my mind sounds just out of sight don't know what i'll find the fates will decide the rest of my life saw her the other day got nothing more to say i can't anyway no lesson to take one foot in the grave i'm walking the plank the fold is in my eye got nowhere left to hide i wish i knew why i'm falling and blind you're spinning a lie i don't want to fight the rest of my life
5.
Fireworks 04:17
she said nothing when he came home he said "go the house is a mess" you could feel the air was boiling you could tell she was depressed he sat down and turned the news on "nothing but the same old shit" i tried to curl up beside him he said "find somewhere else to sit" hiding in your room distracting ourselves while fireworks go off downstairs you would try to get them separated you would scream that "WE DON'T CARE!" she was angry he was cold to us he was tired after work she thought she was fighting for us he thought she was being a jerk we would sit and play computer games we would try to block the sound the house was shaking we could feel it giants stomping on the ground hiding in your room distracting ourselves while fireworks go off downstairs you would try to get them separated you would scream that "WE DON'T CARE!"
6.
a song for a ghost you made your use of me to get your thrills and tried to bury me with what you won't admit do the lies you tell yourself absolve your guilt? or help you sleep at night with what you did? a song for a ghost how far will you go? your world's engulfing you submerged in it made me feel so naive for trusting it and you sunk your claws in me with teeth in my skin more of my sympathy you'll never win a song for a ghost
7.
do you think that this will help? pain that needed to be felt i want to be by myself you said "come hang with your friends" balanced on a plank that bends i'm so scared of how this ends
8.
ask questions when you wonder in the quick silence as we go under a bridge and the rain stops for just a second it can feel like a lifetime if i let it i'm having the time of my life each time that i look into your eyes you look back at me we really see each other the scenery closed off by a tunnel and i'm pretending not to care that everything will go away but it's on my mind today you acquire a new item every time you feel like crying i used to keep it quiet but now i don't even mind it and i don't feel like lying baby i got hair now that's never even heard of you

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Limited Edition Cassette Tapes available via www.bluesaltrecords.com

This is a collection of songs written over the years about a number of core memories and experiences that shaped who i am today. In August of 2019 I finally decided to record them in my small basement studio. I used a single microphone to record the lead vocals and my guitar, and added minimal overdubs. The idea was that this collection would function like an acoustic performance, with little editing and post-production. These songs are extremely meaningful to me, so I hope you can get something out of them too!

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released January 10, 2020

All songs written by Etai Fuchs except for "Tunnel" by Greta Kline.
All songs performed by Etai Fuchs with additional performances by Gabrielle Franks (Gabbo) on Lies, Intentions, and Untitled.
All songs recorded by Etai Fuchs
Mixed and Mastered by Thomas Waterworth and Etai Fuchs
Thanks to Blue Salt Records for helping release this album

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Etai Washington, D.C.

Home taping is reinventing music, he/him, Gardenhead Records, Moon By Moon

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